For a while, it has been hard to focus on the parts of my marriage that needed work because I didn't know how to approach them. Though this conference was directed more towards teens and how hard it is to follow Christ in school, it occurred to me that it will be impossible to work on our relationship together without working on the relationship with God first. It really is true that if you have God first in your life and you pray to him about all problems before trying to tackle them yourself, everything else really does fall into place.
Throughout all of our speakers and all of our concerts from artists like Kari jobe, Kristian Stanfill, and Matt Papa (Who were all WONDERFUL and very powerful in their worship!), I had one song that came into my head and stayed most of the time we were there. It's called "In Christ Alone" and it hits me hard every time I hear it. In fact, the one moment that made me realize all this was the first moment I looked over and my husband had his hands raised to the lord during our last worship session, and in the moment I broke down and cried, and I couldn't stop. Then, they played clips from the Passion of the Christ, which can overcome anyone's emotions to actually see the events that we can only read about.
As for our group of kids, I think they had a lot of fun during the weekend, but I think they had a lot of realizations of their own. As I mentioned before it's easy to say you will stand in Christ at school or at work, but it's a whole different level of difficulty when you have to do it. It's not just peer pressure (which adults can still experience), but it's hard to have the ability to stand up for what you know is right when so many people will look at you differently, but God doesn't. You might lose some people you thought were friends but really, they weren't that great of friends to begin with, but you might also open someone else's eyes of how great God's love could be for them so that they could stand up for themselves, too. One of our speakers at the conference even started talking about something very controversial, that we know as Christians that being Gay is wrong, but we have a responsibility to stop them from being bullied. Though we all sin, we're still all God's children and we still have to help one another because it's not our place to judge but to lead others to Christ.